after you made me feel so bad about myself
while the only thing i wanted was just to be honest
and you said it was over
and now i’m on my way trying to live with it.
and i’m really tired even just to encourage myself,
i do get tired. it was hard.
can you hear me?
it was HARD.
and now you want me to help you become a betrayer?
like i can’t feel any worse about myself.
stop it.
enough.
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships.
There are those
that open you up to something new and exotic..
those that are old and
familiar,
those that bring up lots of questions,
those that bring you
somewhere unexpected,
those that bring you far from where you started,
and those that bring you back…
But the most exciting, challenging and
significant relationship of all,
is the one you have with yourself.
And
if you can find someone to love the you you love, well,
that’s just
fabulous.
[Carrie Bradshaw, Sex & The City.]
