two words for today: messed up.
two words for today: messed up.
MESSED UP.
okay, today i met my professor to get some feedback of one of my examination results that turns out to be so much disappointing to me 
but at least i’m relieved now as i know for sure where were my problems exactly. well, at least i don’t have to redo the exam, phyuhhh…
afterwards i went to the station and bought the train ticket for tomorrow, to go to wageningen, holland. everything was okay. got the ticket. then to the post office to send a package of few of my heavy stuff to wageningen (it was a 10kg package that i had to carry on, hummmphh). done. had my lunch with lina and wa aan.
then sebbe called and he said that he just arranged the transportation to wageningen, he said tom will collect our stuffs and take all of us to wageningen by a minivan on friday, not tomorrow. dammit!! why didn’t he do that earlierrrrr.. i already did everything. i mean, everything! and so i had to go back to the station to refund the ticket (turns out that i forgot to tell the officer that i need the ticket for tomorrow and so the ticket valid from today and it’s only fully refunded if i make the cancellation at least one day before departure, so they charged me for some euros. silly me.)
i forget this and that.. these and those.. aarrgghhh.. i even forgot to take out my debit card from the atm machine after withdrawed some money. so it was blocked, have to apply for a new one. fuck. and i’m leaving within two days and i just can’t deal with this kind of thing anymore.. huhuhu.. Lenny. Lenny. you really messed up today…..
and now i get this headache. need to get some sleep……………… but all i can think about is to play that slingshot in the amusement park. really want to do it but there’s still some fear. but i want ittttttt… to be thrown awayyyyyyy, high, high and HIGH.. and all i can do is to scream. SCREAM OUT LOUD.
Can I ?
