friends with the taken.
Have I told you that I have many crazy lovely new friends in here? yes,
and they are all so nice, some of them are just too much lovable..
(it’s not a compliment guys, hahah). and after recalling for a few
time, I just realized that most of the guy friends i have here are all
taken. either married or in a relationship. either their partner are
here or in another country. This brought me to the fact that for me
being friends with the ‘taken’ is just much more easy and enjoyable
than being friends with the singles. No offense, it’s just me. The fact
that I don’t have to worry about the other ‘feelings’ that often appear
after being ‘just friends’ for a while.. All those flirts or things
like that. Well, you understand me. You might say that I’m not being
reasonable, but that’s the fact.. Not always the case though, of course.
I just like the circumstances, where I don’t have to worry too much for
some misunderstanding with the feelings, because there’s simply no feeling
other than caring as friends, nice friends. Or maybe this is due to
fact that I am the one who is weak inside, who is sometimes fell for
something or someone too easily, and how often I hate myself because of
it…. And how being friends with the ‘taken’ gives me that
‘protected’-kind-of-feeling which avoid me from being disappointed, or
simply afraid to make others disappointed. Whatever, I guess I’m just
lucky to have them here 
‘Love’ you guys… muaaahhhhh.. hahah 
