l. e. n. n. y ’s m. i. n. d.

Wow, been so long since the last time I write here.
well, I’ve been using my multiply page as the place for me to put my
stories lately and just forgot to export them here.
But for now, I dedicate my story here in my FS.

It’s the last day of August.
As from tomorrow, I’ll live my life in my September
Yes, since few years ago, September has been a special month for me..
(not all reasons can I write here, but yes, it’s a special month.)
I remembered the first day I arrived here in Belgium, September 2006.
God… it was soooo hard for me at the first.
With all the people I love in Indo, with the new damn Belgian weather
(you could feel all the 4 seasons within a day. sounds cool?!),
with the new ‘feeding regime’ here (all about bread and pasta, sigh),
and so on and on and on…
BUT, I have to admit, those were my amazing moments…..
The very first morning I arrived in Brussels,
the very first train I took to go to Ghent,
the very first step in my room here in Home Boudewijn,
the very first friends I make,
the very first class I had,
the very first exam I finished,
and all first things I have here….

Almost 2 years now.  feels like yesterday!
When I sat in the computer lab on the 4th floor of Bio-ITB,
and read the announcement for the very first time,
that I got the scholarship and will fly away to Belgium………. wow!
I just went out to the balcony,
and breath.

and now,
now I have to face my final days here, just for a few days more,
to leave the people I care here and go back to the people I left in Indo.
I’m grateful. but, somehow…. somehow, I feel blue.
Will everything be alright back there?
Will I be alright?
Maybe it’s time for me now to go out to my balcony here,
and breath…………

"When you play with fire
sometimes you get burned,
when you take a chance or two..
But time is never wasted,

when you’ve lived and learned

And in time it all comes back to you.. 
and now I  know
all those things I’d treasured

the ones I’d loved the best

were the things that I’d left behind.
So, let me enjoy my last days here for now,
till I’m home again and feeling right………"

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